Scientists say the main reason why Pluto is no longer considered a planet is because Holst did not include it in his suite
I’m just gonna be real for a couple of minutes here, I’m just gonna type what comes to mind and post it because I honestly feel like if anyone stops to read this it won’t make that much of a difference and besides which most of the people whom follow me and know me in real life I’ve probably talked to this about.
All in all this will probably just reveal my insecurities and lack of confidence. But here we go.
I’m scared, absolutely terrified of the days ahead. They’ve got me so panicked I feel like I can’t really handle it. I get that weird feeling like you just wanna fall over and cry, but I never do. I talked to one of my closest friends tonight and was able to make a realization. I am shit when it comes to dealing with loneliness. Soon, things are going to change a lot for me. I’m going to not have the same foundation I once had… And it’s got me really sad. Like, the last time I let someone so close was an ex who I have been talking to a lot more. Just trying to be friends.. It’s really lame… I mean, she hurt me a lot. More then I let her know, or anyone really. Maybe one person, but I digress. It just feels like after everything that happened with her I developed some trust issues and confidence issues as well, like I shouldn’t be too trusting of someone because they can just disappear in a second with all my secrets and vulnerabilities. And that, when I did let someone in what they found wasn’t good enough for them, so they left.
I’m 99% sure the second part wasn’t why we broke up, but it is just something I think about. Now I always just think about how I’m scared of commitment, how I want to be with someone. But how will I know that things won’t just turn out shitty, how wont be just wasting my time, that it isn’t something that ill hate.
Tonight I came to that realization, that something important to my life is gone, and it’s got me freaked out that its like this again. It’s got me on that low self esteem kick.
Sometimes, life is just a bummer. But I guess I just have to keep rolling with the punches.
The Vigors of BioShock Infinite.
these are definitely a bit more horrifying than the plasmids in Bioshock.
whats the last one?
I’m guessing radiation.
It’s projectile absorption and repulsion.